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Wednesday, October 9, 2013

Little Letters

Dear SLS, 
I've recently {re-}taken to listening to you all.day.long while I work 
and boy is my heart happy. 
Thank you for the memories 
and for what you continue to do to my soul. 
It's beautiful. #spirtwaltz

Dear this Weekend,
 I love the idea of a quiet Friday night,
a celebration of marriage with good friends
and getting to spend Sunday with the family.
Lookin' forward to ya.

Dear Cozy Fall Weather,
I like ya. A lot.
Here's to boots, scarves, sweaters
and a whole lot of warm yummy drinks.

Dear October Baseball,
You make me feel like a giddy little girl. I absolutely love it.

Dear David,
I was pretty excited to start studying you
and it didn't even occur to me
that there are so many other people in your story to learn from.

Dear Hunky Husband,
I'm proud of your persistence.
I think your scruff is absolutely hott.
And well, I just love you more every day. 

Dear Gilmore Girls,
I'm glad I decided to start DVRing you again every day.
Nuff said.

Dear Creator,
You continue to blow my mind.
Thank you for knowing me
and loving me just the same.

Monday, October 7, 2013

Pretty Pennies: the weekend edition

Best friends
Progressive plays
Food trucks 
Spending with with my seester
The sound of the wind howling past our bedroom window
The smell of Fall candles filling the entire house
Jeremiah's back rubs
Slow weekend mornings
Bagels
Neighborhood restaurants and yummy food
Holding hands
DVR
The perfect find
Afternoon naps 
Our church
Budgeting with my CPA :)
Simplicity
A phone call from a good friend
The way our house stays 70 degrees even when it's 90 outside

Holy God,
In a life so filled with busyness 
and moving from this thing to that,
thank you for the way you still and quiet our lives.
Thank you for slowness,
for peace and quiet, for relaxation, for rest
and for weekends at home.
You know just what we need.

Tuesday, September 17, 2013

#SoThankful: the travel edition

Clean water
Blue skies and fresh air
Diapers
Smiling: the universal language
Knock off sunglasses
Traffic laws
Common courtesy
New perspective
The "silent" button
Picture menus
Our church
Caffeine
Still mornings
Neck pillows
Lines
The Christian community
Rosie sunsets
My bed
The value of life
Delicious restaurants galore
Helpfulness
Opportunity
Good books
Morning routines
Perfume
Family and friends who live close by

Holy God,
thank you
a million times thank you

Friday, August 23, 2013

A Bali-bound Prayer

Holy God,

Thank you for your provision and grace this week.
For the way you calm the overwhelmed
and still amongst the busy.

Thank you for time away from work
and for the adventure that awaits.

I pray, Lord, that you'd protect us as we travel
and that you'd use this opportunity
to grow us, to rejuvenate us, to excite us,
to open our hearts more deeply
and ultimately to shape us more 
into the image and character of your Son.

In Jesus' name.
Amen

Thursday, August 22, 2013

A Dozen Little Letters

Dear Lyssie, 
It's been fun having a new roommate this week.
I'm going to miss you when you go back home.

Dear Suitcase,
Can't you just pack yourself?

Dear Finicky Tummy,
Be on your best behavior for the next couple weeks, okay?
I'd really prefer if you weren't too picky,
if you didn't get upset easily,
and really if you'd just mind your own business a little bit.
Kay, thanks.

Dear Summer,
It'll be hard to see you go
especially since you just kinda showed up.
We're kinda going out with a bang
but then I'm oh so excited for your sweet friend Fall to follow.
Here's to sweatpants, warm cups of tea, flannels
and dreaming of places where the leaves change.

Dear Little House on Holly Tree,
We don't seem to spend much time within your walls, at least as of late,
but you've been the perfect first little home for us.
Thank you.

Dear Asia,
Stretch us. Grow us. Open our eyes.

Dear Mr. McLeod,
I think it's a good thing that I still think of your dad
whenever I say Mr. McLeod.
Doesn't that mean you're not that old yet? ;)
PS: Prayin' you shake that cold.

Dear Bread & Wine,
I've been such a good little girl
just letting you sit on my shelf for several weeks
while I await our long flights and international layovers.
I've been saving you for such times as these
and I can't wait to dig in.
Good things are worth waiting for
And I have no doubts you'll be any different.

Dear GVC,
Thanks for being home.

Dear Jay,
I had such a sweet time with you yesterday
celebrating the birthday that keeps on giving.
Thank you for being honest, for dreaming big
and for being such an encouragement in my life.
I love you.

Dear Morning Commute,
You've been unusually glorious the past couple days.
Two days in a row
I hit every single green light on Scripps Poway.
You'd think I won the lotto.

Dear God,
Thank you for being the giver of good gifts
the healer of broken people
and the provider for a world in need.
You continue to do immeasurably more.
And it wows me every time.

Monday, August 19, 2013

Oh Monday, mercy me.

Sweet girls I haven't seen in a while
The freshness you feel when you wear a new top
No Friday morning meetings
An effective retrospective
The sound of the announcer as we walked past Petco
The way the sun set opposite the San Diego skyline
Special talents
New songs. Old sound.
Helpful parents
Swimming in white sauce
Afternoon naps x2
DVR
Being cooled by the pool and warmed by the sun at the same time
Low maintenance curly hair
Birthday celebrations
Eating tasty food around a table of good friends
How small the world can be
The Schanakers living in San Diego
Sweet babies and spunky toddlers
Community
Home-cooked Sunday lunches
Did I mention afternoon naps?
That feeling that lets you know you're growing for sure
Budgeting 
Shrimp and Crab Fondue a block away
The reason we broke our "No Friends on Sunday" rule
Running into friends at the grocery store
Nerf guns and slingshots
When staying up past your bedtime is worth it
The anticipation of vacation

Heavenly Father,
Thank you for those precious two days between workweeks
for the way they energize us, recharge us,
and fill our hearts with such joy and gratitude.
And thank you for work to go back to.

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Pennies.

Text to order
Thoughtful gifts
Storytime
Being on the same page
Working from the couch
When Jeremiah stops at the grocery store on his way home
Home-cooked meals
Generous friends
Baked treats
Honesty and vulnerability
Reaching financial goals little by little

Dear God, thank you. Love, Jessi

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Wednesday's Wittle Wetters

Dear This Morning, 
I'm snuggled up in our big comfy chair under the window.
The windows are open, letting in the coolness of morning.
One of my favorite candles is lit
and all feels well with the world.
This is what morning's should look like.

Dear Lord, 
please remind me of this morning
should I become impatient, ungrateful or hurried today.

Dear Bill James, 
I have a severe weakness for donut holes.
Please don't bring again.
Or do. :) 
(thank you)

Dear SYTYCD, 
I love when the all-stars come back to play.
Absolutely glorious I tell you.

Dear Weekly Phone Calls with India,
I'm normally not excited about having a standing commitment every Tuesday night,
but thank you for last night.
The sense of team work and accomplishment warmed my heart.

Dear Volunteer work, 
I must admit I thought you were for high schoolers who were trying to get into college
or for DUI-ers who were getting in their hours.
There are so many people who consistently volunteer there time just because.
I'm inspired.

Dear Daddy,
Tomorrow's bring-your-daughter-to-work-day
except they renamed 'daughter' to 'child' for some PC reason.
It reminds me of all the years I spent tagging along with you
in a work environment that is now a mirror image of mine.
Thanks for letting me ride the train to work with you,
for teaching me about your 'computer stuff'
and for letting me play in the copy room filled with office supplies galore.
I still think of you when I shop for supplies in our own copy room at work.
PS: I swear I'm not crying nostalgic alligator tears as I type this.

Dear Long Haired Self,
I looked at a picture of you the other day
and didn't even recognize myself.
That's crazy to me.
I kinda miss you - kinda don't.

Dear Laughter-in-the-workplace,
You're much needed. 
And much appreciated.
Thank you, thank you. 
Keep them laughs comin.

Dear Baliwalidoodle,
10 days til we leave.
Yahoo!

Dear Mary Magdalene,
Rock our world tonight, okay?

Dear Cute Boyfriend,
I'm proud of your courage
and the way you always put family first.
Do I really get to be your wife for the rest of my life?
This is a dream come true.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Them Pennies

Spontaneous family dinner
Paint-covered fingers
Finally falling back asleep
Newness
Spending the day with my sister
An unexpected visit with a friend
A free milkshake
Good deals
The "Welcome Home" of a neighbor
Absolutely zero children at the community pool
Service dates
See's samples
Time to craft
Seeing my co-worker at church
Well-behaved littles
God is Able
Sunday afternoon joint grocery shopping
The way protein fills you right up
A courteous dad
Being in the kitchen with friends
Homemade cookies from our friend and her sweet boys
Late night conversations with my sister
Enjoying work
Opportunity
A really neat progressive prayer time
A surprise lunch with my cute boyfriend
The way girls carry on 15 minute conversations in public bathrooms
Compliments
Fried goat cheese, nuff said.
Bakeries that sell macaroons a la carte
Text messaging and Instant Messenger
A hidden walk with my co-worker
Candles
Cooking
Walking through the neighborhood on a warm summer night
Memory Lane
Laughing so hard it hurts
When my husband comes home from work
The relationship Jeremiah and my dad have

Heavenly Father,
The past few days have felt like something out of a story book
but not because anything huge has happened.
It's because you're little blessings are piling up so high
that they can't go unnoticed.
You continue to amaze me with your goodness.
Thank you.

Friday, August 9, 2013

10 Little Letters

Dear Humble Abode, 
I've missed you. There's just no place like home.

Dear Weekend, 
I can't remember the last time we had one of you with absolutely no plans. 
I'm jumping out of my seat at the possibilities. 

Dear Juggies,
I'm so thankful for the way we take time to do our own thing.
Girl-time and Guy-time are two of the reasons
our marriage can be that much richer.
Oh, and PS: thank you for indulging me
when I come up with a new silly nickname for you each week.
Being called "Juggies" on the internet is brave to the core. ;)

Dear Kaminskis,
You always make me feel at home.
Thanks for welcoming us back to Poway last night.
You mac n'cheese is like no other.

Dear Friday Friday,
Gotta get down on Friday.
Heck to the yes, baby.

Dear Eat Pray Love,
I'm finally reading the last of your three sections
in anticipation of our trip to Indonesia in a couple weeks.
I don't remember why I ever became bored amongst your pages.

Dear God,
Sometimes I feel like you should be sitting "up there"
looking down at us and laughing at just how long it takes us to catch on.
Thank you for allowing me to make mistakes
and to learn and grow.
Your patience is just unfathomable to me.

Dear Cable TV and DVR,
See ya later gator.

Dear String Cheese,
where have you been all my life?
Why did I never think I liked you before??
Seriously misguided.

Dear Memory Lane,
You really do rock.
For every book or journal I take off the bookshelf I'm trying to re-organize,
I spend five or ten minutes in reminiscent bliss.
So fun.
And Memory Lane?
Thanks for always pointing me back to the One who faithfully walked you with me.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Oh so thankful

Thoughtful friends
Maxi dresses
My mother in law
Coupons for free food
Unique flavors
Friendly people
Chloe and Morris
The way music takes you back
Cookie butter
Prayer
The beautiful starlit sky
Pillow talk

Heavenly Father,
thank you for being the God we can rely upon,
the God who wants what is good for His children,
the God who calls us to courageous living
and the God who gives so graciously.

Wednesday, August 7, 2013

Hump Day Treats

Light traffic on a beautiful commute
A happy little surprise
Long awaited good news
Courage
A surprise visit from the mister
Getting to be married to said mister
Motivation, creativity and a new type of challenge
Being remembered
Laughter
Free drinks
The sweetest text message
A new recipe
No commercials on the 24 channel
A successful meeting
Honest communication

Holy God,
Yesterday was filled to the brim with the shiniest of pennies.
Thank you for eyes to see them and to cherish them.
May I worship the Giver instead of the gift.
God you are so good.

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Thanksgiving in August

Morning snuggles
New eyes to see
Pandora on my commute
Breakthroughs
The ability to problem solve
When people receive bad news gently
Spicy food
Catherine and the way God's using her
Chatting with my mama
Sharing
Free birthday desserts
Carrying each others' burdens
A clean house
The hot tub in the back yard
Evening snuggles too

Heavenly Father,
I am so grateful for the work you've given me to do
in the office, in our community, in our home and in relationships.
May you turn the ordinary into the sacred
and accept as an offering all I am and all I do.

Monday, August 5, 2013

Mercies for Monday

CBTL along my morning commute
When things turn out better than expected
The collaboration we always make fun of
Feeling safe
Beating the Yankees
Late night dessert with my parents
Slow Saturday mornings
Iced coffee
Friends that are practically family
The warmth of the sun
Freckles
Truffle oil
Watching the birds dive face first, straight into the ocean
The rosy sunset
Clean, free public bathrooms
New times that remind us of old times
Finding the Resees peanut butter cups
Dance
Watching God work
Glimpses of motherhood
Doug's new sermon series
Friendship
A kind gesture
An $8 top
Convenience
A nap in the sunshine
Discussing dreams and ideas
Change
Marshmallow fireside
Chlorine: the summertime perfume
A change of pace and scenery

Holy God,
thank you for sending your Son as you promised.
thank you for going before us and walking along side us.
thank you for Mondays just as much as Saturdays.
and thank you for prayer.

Friday, August 2, 2013

More Like Quarters

Postponed meetings and flexible schedules
A familiar face
God's sovereignty
The support of family
New friends
A safe place to be honest with and about myself
Prayer
Holding hands to cross the street
Teamwork
Sweet tea to start the day
The fact that God's justice prevails
Challenging conversations
The thoughtfulness and helpfulness of my husband
Good friends
The way getting my hair cut makes me feel rejuvenated
The 24 channel
Safety
The one-week countdown
Rest

Holy God,
This week has been such a reminder
of our need for community, for support, and for teamwork.
Thank you for the ways that you grow your children
and for the ways that you encourage them.
It still amazes me that you always know best
and that your timing is always perfect.

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Little Letters

Dear Del Dios Highway,
You provide the loveliest of commutes to work.
Thank you for your winding roads,
your beautifully manicured golf courses
and for not giving me too much of a traffic headache.
I'll miss you.

Dear Cute Boyfriend, 
I absolutely loved that you surprised me and took me out on a date
in the middle of the workday. 

Dear Jack Bauer,
I was thinking about you the other day
and missin' on you big time.
I just can't wait until your return next summer.

Dear Mama and Papa McLeod, 
thank you for coming over for dinner last night.
We had so much fun hanging out, dining alfresco, roasting s'mores and relaxing in the jacuzzi.
I really lucked out in the in-law department.

Dear Jalapeno aioli, 
winner. Good job.

Dear July,
you flew by like whoa. 
You filled my days with family visiting, great meals with friends,
relaxing weekends, and refreshing summer rains.
Thank you.

Dear New Church Building,
I can't wait for you to become our new home this Sunday.
Get ready to rock the socks off Carmel Mountain.

Dear Heavenly Father,
thank you for continuing to reveal my sin to me
while loving me just the same.
You are patient. You are loving. You are merciful beyond belief.

Tuesday, July 30, 2013

Monday's Mercies

The way the chilly mornings remind me of Fall
Grace
Positive feedback
Inspiration
To Do Lists
Air freshener
A challenging work environment
Unusually light traffic
Rare spontaneity
Finishing a good book
Having Jeremiah home while it's still light outside
Food on the table and a kitchen to prepare it in
Being all caught up on Parenthood
Lemon meringue s'mores
Staying up past my bedtime

Lord,
Thank you for making mundane Mondays so merciful.
I'm so thankful to know
that each day is worth celebrating.
Thank you for sustaining my every breath.

Monday, July 29, 2013

Date: 40: Raglan Public House

Excuse the numbering of our next few dates.
My numbering was off just a bit.
I guess #39 was just so fun I wanted to relive it. 

And onto Raglan...

Raglan Public House is yum-yum-yummo!!
There's no two ways around it.
 
They have a bunch of fabulous items on their menu,
but can we just stop for a minute
and take in the fact that I had a soft pretzel with jalapeno cheese dip for dinner?

+ 1,000 Points, easy.

Anyone who knows anything about me knows I'm obsessed with cheese
(and I'm lactoseintolerant, but really.. obsessed with cheese).

After watching another gorgeous San Diego sunset at the OB pier,
Jeremiah and I dined alfresco, on farm-style benches, under twinkle lights
...yes, that basically translates into 'perfect.'

Add to that delicious beers, craft cocktails
and the fact that I had a stinkin pretzel with cheese for dinner

and I was pretty much on Cloud 9.

We need to go back.
Now.


Date 39: Luc's Bistro

Last November, I had a dental implant surgery
that left me with very limited dietary options for a few days.

But that didn't stop us from dating. :)

Jeremiah stopped by a little restaurant by our home
for some majorly delicious comfort food
and we had a little date night in instead.

The mac n' cheese at Luc's Bistro normally comes with bacon and breadcrumbs,
but when Jeremiah told them that I could barely chew,
they whipped up something special for me
and it was absolutely delicious.

The food alone would have won me over,
but how sweet of them to customize my order.

Our date night in was a success.

One styrofoam cup filled to the brim with delicious pasta
and an extra side of drugs please. 

Date 38: Banker's Hill

Banker's Hill is a super cute neighborhood restaurant
that I had been dying to try for a long time.

After watching the sunset over the bay,
we enjoyed all sorts of yummy appetizers:
deviled eggs, tacos and pumpkin soup to name a few.

We also had delicious cocktails and desserts.


 This adorable little eatery comes highly recommended.